Hello Olivia, welcome to the MFC! I'm Sara
I hadn't been part of any fan club before as well when I joined, or felt a strong need to share my passion with other fans so much, so I really understand. I've been nervous for a lot of time, but it slowly became easier and I really think time and friends helped feeling way less of whatever I was feeling at the beginning. The best thing is that you get to know people who understand what you're feeling and share wonderful experiences with you. So, I really hope you're gonna find the same and enjoy this place